Last night was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced on this Twin Flame path.

Right before I fell asleep, my heart suddenly started fluttering — uncontrollably. At first, I didn’t understand it. I had been consciously avoiding his posts, avoiding distractions, staying away from anything that pulls me emotionally. I was trying to be detached. But something shifted.

A flood of love messages came through. One after the other. And although I didn’t plan to read them… my heart asked me to. Almost pleaded. I knew it wasn’t a random thought — it was a nudge from my higher self. I couldn’t stop browsing. For more than 30 minutes, I was pulled into this deep river of emotion and connection. Eventually, I forced myself to stop. But I couldn’t sleep.

The tears came, as if something had opened wide inside my chest. No control on tears and not able to understand why. My heart didn’t just ache — it felt. As if it finally recognized something it had been waiting for.

To ground myself, I started chanting divine mother name in my heart. Only then could I rest. But even in my sleep, he was there.

Not directly… not as a person I could see. But as a presence I couldn’t escape. The dreams were filled with numbers — 1111, 333, 1101 — and symbols that kept repeating. My intuition whispered: “This is union work.”

I was confused. Shouldn’t his soul be the one doing the work now? But I was reminded — no, this was mutual. He is awakening too. I just hadn’t realized how much. Then came the dream/vision as I was in a state not completely woken up. I saw divine mother. She stood with us — guiding. Protecting. The scene was somewhere unfamiliar space. Somewhere divine had chosen.

We met — first in 3D (dream/vision). I ran to him. Later in another dream/vision, he ran to me. The roles reversed. The energy shifted. At first, I didn’t want to stay in the dream/vision as I don’t want to entangled to him. A part of me resisted — maybe from fear, or disbelief. But Amma gently said, don’t resist the connection and at the same time she didn’t asked to be attached to it. Just maintain the connection gently as needed. She said it would help awaken his 3D self.

Then something new happened.

In this protected space, he expressed his love. It was kind of 3D emotion added. I was confused. He told me, clearly, that his 3D consciousness was present with him. That he knew what was happening. That this wasn’t just his soul — but him. And then, he said the words that broke something in me:

“Please don’t leave me. I can’t survive without you.”

I didn’t respond. I just felt.

It was the first time I’ve ever had an experience like this. It wasn’t just astral. It wasn’t just soul. It was layered. Real. And afterward, I was overwhelmed with synchronicities: “Twin Elves,” “Twin Fishes,” “Twin Owls”… message after message about twins.

I was so flooded, I had to stop looking. I was afraid to see anything because of these flooded messages as they were not stopped at all.

And now… I’m sitting with all of it. Unsure what it means, but knowing something has changed. I wonder — are these messages from his higher self? Or is his 3D self finally stirring?